Dear Diary...

With Valentine's Day around the corner, dunno why this year I'm feeling that crappy feeling, was ok previous years. Is it because this year there is actually SOMEONE within reach? Hmmm like that isn't it better to have no one within reach... then no crappy feeling.

So let's try to rationalise things here.
Why do you "want" him to be your bf?

• You want someone to talk to and share with. You can do that as friends. Does it have to be exclusive? Be mindful of this selfish human nature.
• Don't you have enough "commitments" already?
• Godsister complication...
• He has a lot of other friends, doesn't have time for you. But on the other hand, isn't it what it's about... you have your own friends and things too, but you compromise and make time for each other.

http://ezinearticles.com/?Why-Waiting-For-a-Guy-to-Call-is-a-Big-Mistake&id=1201323

Things to do:

• Read "He's Just Not That Into You"
• Sew
• Watch Jdorama